other than dancing `till my feet hurt, i wasn`t feeling the Masquerade party. sorry.

; i laughed alot but i couldnt properly cause the mask was hard. *squeeze cheeks* took it off after that.
; there was yet again another Hayley Williams wannabe in a band performing. boo. *throws tomato*
; speaking of tomato, another form of sauce was shoved in my face. Thanks, Hari. i love u too.
; i bet we were the biggest group of people there compared to other groups.
; we occupied our time taking pictures `till the dancefloor was open again.
; my feet really did hurt, & it still is hurting.
; i still want to kill Hari`s slave. >:O
; made me want my baby to come home soon. ;'(
; tequila shots are woah.
; i got high. ==;
; felt guilty for not inviting WoonJie there so can celebrate his birthday; padahal after that i saw his face. guilt still here, bastard u better forgive me. >.<
; wore wrong shoes for dancing.
; i STILL want to kill Hari's slave. :D
; couldn`t sleep over @ mira`s after that.
; i should do this more often. dance = lose weight. *thumbs up*


watched 2012. i`m a retard for being afraid now. xD but only afraid caushh mai baby not here with me yet. i don`t wanna die alone. ok fine, *selfish moment*

-elle.

the fear is consuming me inside.
i`m so scared.
;'(

urgh.

i hate that we're so far away.
i hate that people are after you & i can`t do anything.
i hate that everything is against us.
i hate that i can`t keep you to myself.

it`s frustrating. it`s hard sometimes.
i`d break anyone`s neck if they tried to get anywhere near you.

but i can`t do anything.
this sucks serious balls.
:/


xoxo.

Startin` Over.

tryin` a different style of writing,
hope my readers aren`t all gone. ><

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Hello;
Nice to meet you, i`m Elle.
xoxo.